Nuggets of Me

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The past few weeks you may have noticed I went MIA. I know a few of my followers have commented to me and the raw joy and love that I felt when you noticed is AMAZING and wonderful and is exactly the love and loyalty that rocks my world. My deepest thank you. I am going to write tons this weekend as its been in my head but my fingers and body were too busy/tired to let it out then. Its coming. Promise.

but today... I'd like to share some nuggets.
I realize that I have some new followers, and while I may not have 100s or 1000s like other people that I enjoy reading, I feel best when I am being authentic and so I'd like to share with my followers (new and old) who I am. I also feel like when my core is shaken a bit (a post for another day), I too need to remind myself WHO I am.

I love any form of bread,cheese and sauce.. pizza sauce may flow in my veins or arteries or somethingorother.

I can't make people want to be happy, but I will try until it leaves me beaten.

I can juggle because my middle school had a 'semester' of gym glass devoted to teaching us. I can juggle rings, pins, tennis balls, and perhaps even bounce juggle if I had a few moments to remind my hands:).

I own approximately 15 pairs of dress pants and 2 pairs of jeans, which is so strange as I feel like my personal 'style' is jeans and not dress pants... hmmmm huh?

Oh Geez,, maybe my personal style is yoga pants and a tank top aka my pjs that go on STAT upon walking in my apt. EEEK the cat!.

I love dance music and anything that makes me dance in my car or in my living room, and I'm not afraid to belt out songs when I'm by myself (but totally afraid to sing in front of others w/o some kareoke-ishness... and booze).

I think crying during Grey's Anatomy and Hallmark commercials makes me human.

I can make you feel more comfortable and less awkward in a new situation even if I'm totally not.

I love reality television because I love people who are real, even if they're trying to be someone they're not,,they will eventually

People are so valuable to my soul and heart and life and I sometimes forget to say thank you.

I think jewelry is awesome and beautiful and I'm so lucky to have a mom who buys me amazing pieces. And I don't know how to wear it, and I try and try and try.... but as with everything I may mess it up,, but I'm going to keep trying.

I am a control freak. I would have never claimed myself to be that until a week ago when I realized that the lack of control really rocked my world.

I am always scared of new social situations, like a learned Aspergers Syndrome, but I LOVE finding new friends. I LOVE new people but I am petrified of new situations where I'd maybe meet them?

When I get really excited I sometimes squeak in a higher pitch, so basically only dogs in another country can hear me.

I sometimes use strange phrases that people think are strange but are just my normal vernacular.... like,,,,, vernacular... or circa or POA.. (I used to say POA as P.O.A. but then I met AB and she says POA as one word... like Boa only with a P,, she also only says the letter V when she is trying to express the thought... very... like if something is very cool.. she'll say 'v cool"... its catching i tell you!).

And finally...I am a scorpio... which I have found best described as "highly emotional and loyal to a fault'.. BINGO ... I get worked up easily and I care deeply and hurt deeply because my loyalty is with those I care about long before they realize I care,, and probably long after they stop caring.

So that my friends....
Is who I am:)

Here's a song to make you smile.